| may angels lead you in, aunt maureen. ♥ |
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| 09:36pm 21/08/2006 |
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mood:  depressed music: may angels lead you in.
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i don't understand why you were taken from us.
it was too soon.
you were so young.
it still hasn't really sunk in.
i can still hear your voice.
your laugh.
the last time i saw you,
you were so full of life.
the picture i have of you, me & kiff is adorable.
i'm so glad i took it.
little did i know,
it would be the last picture i ever would take with you.
i've never cried this much.
i expect to cry more.
i miss you so much.
& i feel horrible for your immediate family.
the rest of the family is so sad..& even still in shock.
but uncle jeff, jeff, danny, phil & kiff must be devastated.
i wish you could just come back to them, to all of us.
it's not fair.
you were one of my favorite aunts.
i always talked about you.
i have some of my favorite memorites with you & your kids.
i've never lost someone that i was this close to me.
i think what makes this even worse though,
is that it was so sudden.
you were so young.
it's not fair...it's just not fair...
it's going to take me awhile to deal with this.
i keep thinking you're going to come to family gatherings.
i don't know when the shock it going to wear off.
i almost wish it wouldn't because right now my memory of you is so strong.
i want it to last forever.
i love & miss you so much, aunt maureen.
may angels lead you in.
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| 09:47am 07/05/2006 |
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i'm the biggest piece of shit everr.
i came to that realization last night.
& i've decided i'm done.
it was the last straw.
no going back this time.
i'm moving on.
now i get to look forward to being even mooore depressed for at least a month or so.
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| 11:32pm 28/04/2006 |
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just tell her u think she's amazing.
play with her hair.
pick her up & pretend to throw her.
she'll scream & fight but she'll secretly love it.
hold her hand.
pick flowers from other peoples yards & give them to her.
tell her she looks beautiful.
tell her stupid jokes just to hear her laugh.
throw rocks at her window at night.
play in the snow.
call her for no reason.
jump on the bed with her.
sing to her. {no matter how bad you are}
get her mad. then kiss her.
make cds of songs that remind u of her.
write letters.
listen to her favorite songs.
look into her eyes.
remember dates, like the time u first kissed.
kiss her in the rain.
kiss her in the snow.
kiss her when she least expects it.
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| 04:54pm 10/04/2006 |
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mood:  hopeful music: hit the lights.
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"relaxing will make others assume you are confident."
my horoscope says that for tomorrow.
i'm gonna try that out more often.
because, ya know, i'm tired of worrying & being stressed all the time.
& i figure, if i fake it long enough,
people will believe that i'm relaxed & i don't care.
not caring is key.
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| kill me now. |
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| 09:56pm 09/04/2006 |
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i feel like i'm falling apart.
i don't know what to do.
i want normality.
i want to sleep.
forever.
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| hopeless love. |
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| 04:13pm 17/02/2006 |
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mood:  pessimistic music: daphne loves derby.
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200 miles away from home
200 miles beneath this lake is where my heart belongs
but you don't care at all
you wouldn't even smile if i were screaming as the water filled my lungs
you demand to be chased for your love
my desperate heart is far too weak to run for you this long
but you don't care at all
there nothing i can do to draw you close to me
can you take this silence like a pill so i can breathe again?
i've been trying to ignore the best parts of you
but i'm still hoping that i'll be with you somehow
please be home tonight
i'll die if i don't get a chance to make this just right
i'm sorry but i can't forget about the way i feel
every time you're here.
what would it take for me to be with you
i swear i'd rip my heart out if you said you'd be impressed
i'd go so far to please you but i bet you wouldn't care at all
hopeless love please leave me
this broken heart is far to weak to run for you this long
why don't you care at all?
i'm dying for a place in your heart.
can you take this silence like a pill so i can breathe again?
i've been trying to ignore the best parts of you
but i'm still hoping that i'll be with you somehow
please be home tonight
i'll die if i don't get a chance to make this just right
i'm sorry but i can't forget about the way i feel
every time you're here.
hopeless love, why did you carve your home in me?
this broken heart is too weak to hold your weight
and now i regret the day we met
please let me forget your name.
...i've never missed you this much, never thought i would.
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| it's a girrrrllllll. <3 |
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| 04:26pm 09/12/2005 |
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jackie had her baby today!
congratulations paul & jackie!!
her name is julianna marie ries & she has red hair,
just like her mommyyyy.
she is beautifulll.
they are going to be fantastic parents,
i am so happy for them!
♥ ♥ ♥
christmas break starts in like a week or something.
finals are next week, except for maybe one.
still waiting to find out about that one.
need to wrap presents & finish buying them.
i think i'm gonna go shopping tomorrow with marie.
jackie's at the hospital til sunday so i want to go back & see her tomorrow, too.
mi casa is really cold.
anywho, i just wanted to update with this stupendous news.
laterrrr.
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| 01:36pm 26/11/2005 |
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thanksgiving has passed.
christmas is coming far too soon.
i need to start shopping, i'm such a procrastinator.
i need to fix other shit too, before it's too late.
cause then i'll be screwed.
jackie is going to the have the baby soon.
december 18th is the due date.
they decorated the room, it looks so adorable.
on thankgiving morning,
annmarie, ernie, & me went to watch yimmy, paul & eric play football in philly with hazz.
it was cold & windy, but we all had a good time.
last night we got a hotel, haha.
random, but fun.
jackie, annmarie, paul, kevin, roy, dereck, stefan, yimmy, & eric were all there.
pete & boyle came for a little, too.
i've been coming home alot lately.
haven't been liking the vibes up at widener too much.
so my solution has been leaving, so that i won't be miserable & bitchy.
ha, i think its a good plan.
ooo we saw 'walk the line' the other day.
it was amazing, i loved it.
i highly recommend everyone sees it.
i talked to whitmore the other day, which was also random.
he said we should hang out,
but couldn't this weekend cause he went back to school or something.
he said he'd take a raincheck, though.
i haven't seen him in forever, so i hope we do chill soon.
today i might go look at cars.
gah, if i had one it would make my life sooo much easier.
ok, well since i slept til 12:30 today, i'm going to go get ready now.
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| 11:48pm 25/10/2005 |
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hiiiiiii.
long time no update.
ehm, not too much is happening in my life.
actually, i wish it was more eventful but whatev.
halloween is coming up.
& my costume that i ordered online is too short.
i'm attempting to make it work,
but with my lack of car and lack of time, it's not looking good.
:-/
(p.s., i'm attempting to be a bee. it's so cute, hehe.)
i went home this past weekend for fall break.
jackie's baby shower was sunday.
it was really nice, she got so much stuff.
i really wanted her to be happy,
so i hope everything was how she wanted it to be. <3
school sucks, as always.
i'm beginning to think school just isn't for me.
but i don't want to be a quitter.
i hate letting people down,
& i know my family would like hate me forever if i quit.
plus, i like living away. it's the only real thing keeping me here.
i decided to grow my hair out.
it's going to be like a little past my shoulders.
i'm at the stage, right now, where i would usually cut it.
but i really want to be strong & stick it out.
i want to change a little.
& before when i had long hair, i didn't have bangs,
so i think that will make it look better.
hopefully anyway.
if not, i'll just chop it off again.
anyways, i'm gonna go watch sex & the city now.
hope whoever reads this enjoyes the update on my life. =]
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| on the bright side, she could choke. |
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| 10:44pm 06/10/2005 |
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i'm really tired.
& kinda in a bad mood.
so i'm gonna make a list of things that make me happy right now,
to cheer myself up.
dane cook.
panic! at the disco.
houston calls.
coheed & cambria.
'80s music.
music in general.
food...no, wait. scratch that.
sweatpants.
adam brody.
the o.c.
my blanket.
my laptop.
my friends.
sleeping forever.
i think i'm gonna take comfort in the last thing on this list now.
<3.
"...if you could cheer me up,i could learn to love you."
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| what my name means . . . |
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| 10:26pm 17/09/2005 |
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Brittany
After a province in France : null
Your calm manner and maturity belie a fierce determination to be at the top where you can exercise authority and get things done. Although somewhat of a rebel you attract much support through treating others with kindness and friendship. You have a broad scope and are naturally drawn to travel or projects which can expand your knowledge and understanding. Your talents and generosity bring you emotional and material contentment. |
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| widenuhhh = 2 days. ♥ |
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| 06:29pm 05/09/2005 |
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mood:  busy music: coheed & cambria
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moving back to school on wednesday.
fun fun.
everybody better come visit me & natasha.
we'll party like whoa.
cause ya know, i bring the party.
haha just playingg.
the o.c. starts again on thursdayyy.
wheeee!
i dyed my hair dark brown.
i'm putting black in it when the darkness fades a little bit.
yay.
marie got a tattoo the other day.
it's puuuurtyyyy.
i was just told i was "so nice!!" by someone.
i like being a good friend to people, don't get me wrong.
but for once i'd really like to be "that girl".
not the "nice girl" they go to to talk to.
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| 10:35am 13/08/2005 |
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mood: ecstatic music: motion city soundtrack
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yesterday was truly amazing.
marie & i started off not having tickets for warped tour.
natasha was going to let us in.
but that didn't have to happen because we were asked to work a tent.
these two girls came up to us & asked if we wanted to help them.
they worked the clothing tent "play dead".
they were really nice.
so me & marie got to walk around before everybody came in,
& all we had to do was work this tent from 3-5.
the rest of the day was for us.
we hung out with bill, matt, steve, & dayton alot.
we also got our bracelets for andrew mcmahon.
they are so pretty.
i got posters for my room too. yay.
the day just all worked out for us & we were siked as it was,
but reagan (the girl we worked for) was about to make it 10 times better.
she made it possible for us to stand on stage with fall out boy during their set.
ahhhhhh, it was so fucking awesome.
gabe from midtown was chillin up there too.
it was such an awesome dayyyy.
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| beating hearts baby. |
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| 12:00am 12/08/2005 |
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mood:  cheerful music: head automatica
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hmmm what has been up with me.
summer is almost over.
it will be nice to not live in my house,
but i will miss my friends sooooo much when i am there.
i love the kids up at widener,
but they aren't the same.
it's not their fault,
they just never will fill my friends from homes spots. never.
alot of people actually aren't coming back next year.
i'm going to miss them.
i almost didn't come back either. i'm really stupid.
anyways.
i got a job. finally.
i work for my grandparents.
it's pretty cool.
the money part of it makes the whole getting up super early thing,
a little bit easier to handle.
jackie is having a girl! <3
i'm so excited for her.
plus, i won the bet me & chris had.
hahaaa, go me.
me & marie are going to warped tour tomorrow.
my lovely partner for life, natasha, is getting us in for freeee.
loveher.<3
i'm going to get to see matt & bill.
i haven't seen those kids since widener.
it should be cool.
my birthday was on monday. i'm now 19.
i had to work,
but afterwards jackie, marie, paul, natasha, annmarie & jim took me out to eat.
it was so nice of them.
my friends are the best things ever. fo realzies.
k well this is enough for now.
later homies.
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| 10:04pm 27/06/2005 |
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my grandmom passed away today. :(
the funeral will probably be thursday or friday.
it sucks.
but i am glad she's finally better.
she was in excrutiating pain, so it's better this way.
rest in peace. <3
i still don't have a job.
express wants to interview me tomorrow though,
so i'm keeping my fingers crossed.
thats even cooler too cause nicoline works at her express,
& we were already talking about getting jobs there when we go back to widener.
gotta lot of exiting stuff coming up in the next week.
live 8 on the 2nd.
dave matthews on the 5th.
nicolines for her birthday on the 6th to the 7th or something.
hopefully i'll be able to do all of it,
since now i may have a job.
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| survey stolen from marie's myspace. no job = no life, people. |
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| 07:56pm 13/06/2005 |
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[ .001. ] first name: brittany.
[ .002. ] middle name: alissa.
[ .003. ] age: 18.
[ .004. ] birthday: august 8, 1986.
[ .005. ] height: 5'5".
[ .006. ] hair color: brownish . . . needs to become darker again.
[ .007. ] eye color: hazel.
[ .011. ] race: white.
[ .012. ] do you think this is stupid already: yep.
[ .013. ] do you have braces: used to.
[ .014. ] is your hair long or short: short . . . not short enough though.
[ .015. ] where are you from: dirty jerz.
[ .016. ] current location: maple shade.
[ .017. ] zodiac sign: leo. rawrrrr.
[ .018. ] how many languages do you know: english & a little spanish.
[ .019. ] straight or curly hair: curly, most of the time. sometimes straight.
[ .020. ] bad habits: biting my nails.
[ .021. ] piercings you have: belly button. tongue. ears.
[ .022. ] piercings you want: cartilidge. tragus. 4th hole. industrial.
[ .023. ] tattoos you have: none.
[ .024. ] tattoos you want: none. not my thang.
[ .025. ] today's date: june 13, 2005.
[ .026. ] the time: 8:06 p.m.
[ .027. ] ready for a bunch more questions: i suppose.
[ .028. ] do you have any pets: i share one with my roommate.
[ .029. ] what are their names: elmo.
[ .030. ] what kind of animals are they: red beta fish.
[ .031. ] are you still in school: college.
[ .032. ] did you drop out: nope.
[ .033. ] current gpa: i don't know.
[ .034. ] favorite grade: junior or senior.
[ .035. ] least favorite qrade: freshman year, hands down.
[ .036. ] favorite teacher: mrs. nardi.
[ .037. ] least favorite teacher: mr. mallgrave or ms. beauregard.
[ .038. ] favorite subject: sociology in high school & poetry in college.
[ .039. ] least favorite subject: biology 2.
[ .040. ] do/did you buy lunch or bring it: bought it.
[ .041. ] play any sports on the school's team: track & field.
[ .042. ] do/did you do any extracurricular activities: renaissance club. girls basketball stats.
[ .043. ] are/was you popular: not that i knew of.
[ .044. ] favorite dance: maybe junior prom. actually, it was probably cottilion at camden catholic with everybody. that's sad my favorite wasn't at my own school.
[ .045. ] favorite memory: spirit weeks & track.
[ .045. ] least favorite dance: i don't know. they were pretty much all the same.
[ .046. ] least favorite memory: all the drama.
[ .047. ] most humiliating moment: two come to mind.
. FAVOURITES .
[ .048. ] number: 4.
[ .049. ] clothing brand: anything i feel like wearing.
[ .050. ] shoes: old navy flip flops.
[ .051. ] saying: you can't always get what you want.
[ .052. ] tv show: the O.C., friends, gilmore girls, one tree hill, & law & order: svu
[ .053. ] sport: hockey, football & soccer.
[ .054. ] vegetable: spinach.
[ .055. ] fruit: strawberries & cantelope.
[ .056. ] movie: donnie darko, garden state & fight club.
[ .057. ] magazine: people & ap.
[ .058. ] actor: lovelovelove adam brody.
[ .059. ] actress: rachel bilson.
[ .060. ] candy: reeses.
[ .061. ] gum: trident.
[ .062. ] scent: curious or moonlight path.
[ .063. ] candy bar: hershey bar.
[ .064. ] ice cream flavor: butter crunch from friendly's.
[ .065. ] color: pink. black. white.
[ .066. ] season: spring & fall.
[ .067. ] holiday: st. patricks day, christmas, & halloween.
[ .068. ] singer: adam lazarra.
[ .069. ] group: taking back sunday.
[ .070. ] rapper/rap group: fifty.
[ .071. ] type of music: emo.
[ .072. ] fav thing in your room: my blanket & my bed.
[ .073. ] place to be: not in my house.
[ .074. ] radio station: y100. rip.
[ .075. ] tv channel: tbs.
[ .076. ] junk food: reeses.
[ .077. ] overall food: fruit & sharp cheese.
[ .078. ] store: a.e., pacsun, delias, & gadzooks.
[ .079. ] shoe brand: doesn't really matter, all i wear are flip flops.
[ .080. ] fast food: chick-fil-e.
[ .081. ] restaurant: olive garden.
[ .082. ] shape: uh, trapeziod? ha i don't know.
[ .083. ] time of day: night.
[ .084. ] country: ireland or london.
[ .085. ] state:/Provice: new jersey.
[ .086. ] boys name: i like julian or hayden.
[ .087. ] girls name: hayden again, or olivia's pretty.
[ .088. ] pets name: something queer.
[ .089. ] video game: super mario brothers or my old speedy gonzalez nintendo game.
[ .090. ] shampoo: whatever is in my shower.
[ .091. ] board game: life.
[ .092. ] computer game: i don't play them.
[ .093. ] car: honda accord coupe or volkswagons.
[ .094. ] music video: tbs. cute w/o the e.
[ .095. ] swear word: fuck.
[ .096. ] word: fuck.
[ .097. ] month: november.
[ .098. ] cartoon character: minnie mouse.
[ .099. ] scary movie: halloween, even though it scared the shit out of me.
[ .100. ] team: e-a-g-l-e-s. eagles.
[ .101. ] possession: my cell phone.
. WHAT COMES FIRST IN MIND WHEN YOU HEAR.. .
[ .102. ] eminem: he's cool.
[ .103. ] dog: minnie.
[ .104. ] hot: summer.
[ .105. ] britney spears: sexy.
[ .106. ] nsync: are still cool!
[ .107. ] real world: philadelphia.
[ .108. ] orange: juice.
[ .109. ] choice: make the right one.
[ .110. ] fuck: you.
[ .111. ] bisexual: to each his own.
[ .112. ] black: awesome.
[ .113. ] icq: excuse me?
[ .114. ] insane clown posse: i don't know?
[ .115. ] linkin park: jay-z.
[ .116. ] jack: & coke.
[ .117. ] rainbow: lucky charms.
[ .118. ] cherry: pepsi.
[ .119. ] cucumber: salad. my grandmom makes it the bestttt.
[ .120. ] shark: bruce from finding nemo.
[ .121. ] lighthouse: cape may.
[ .122. ] bat: halloween.
[ .123. ] leather: ross is wearing leather pants!!!
[ .124. ] whip: ouch.
[ .125. ] America: good 'ol u s of a.
[ .126. ] water: loooooove it.
[ .127. ] volcano: pompeii.
. THIS OR THAT .
[ .128. ] rock or rap: rock. raps cool too, though.
[ .129. ] rock or pop: rock.
[ .130. ] rock or r&b: rock.
[ .131. ] rock or metal: rock.
[ .132. ] rap or pop: rap.
[ .133. ] rap or r&b: rap.
[ .134. ] rap or metal: rap.
[ .135. ] pop or r&b: pop.
[ .136. ] pop or metal: pop.
[ .137. ] r&b or metal: metal.
[ .138. ] linkin park or limp bizkit: linkin park.
[ .139. ] tool or korn: tool.
[ .140. ] selena or jennifer lopez: i guess jlo.
[ .141. ] hot or cold: hot.
[ .142. ] winter or summer: summer.
[ .143. ] spring or fall: spring.
[ .144. ] shakira or britney: britneyyyy.
[ .145. ] icp or eminem: eminem.
[ .146. ] marilyn manson or rob zombie: marilyn manson.
[ .147. ] kittie or garbage: garbage.
[ .148. ] mtv or vh1: mtv.
[ .149. ] buffy or angel: buffyyyyy.
[ .150. ] dawson's creek or gilmore girls: gilmore girls.
[ .151. ] football or basketball: football.
[ .152. ] summer olympics or winter olympics: summer olympics.
[ .153. ] skiing or snowboarding: i like watching snowboarding.
[ .154. ] rollerblading or skateboarding: skateboarding.
[ .155. ] black or white: both.
[ .156. ] orange or red: red.
[ .157. ] yellow or green: green.
[ .158. ] purple or pink: pink.
[ .159. ] slipknot or mudvayne: neither.
[ .160. ] hot topic or pac sun: pacsun.
[ .161. ] inside or outside: outside.
[ .162. ] weed or alcohol: alcohol.
[ .163. ] cell phone or pager: cell phone.
[ .164. ] pen or pencil: pen.
[ .165. ] powerpuff girls or charlie's angels: charlies angels, i guess?.
[ .166. ] scooby doo or din: scooby doo.
[ .167. ] dragon ball z or pokemon: no.
[ .168. ] star wars or star trek: star wars.
[ .169. ] tattoos or piercings: piercings.
[ .170. ] prep or punk: punk.
[ .171. ] slut or whore: pretty much the same to me.
. PRIVATE LIFE .
[ .172. ] do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: nope.
[ .173. ] do you have a crush: i don't think so anymore.
[ .174. ] do you love anyone right now: my friends.
[ .175. ] have you ever been in love: yes.
[ .176. ] how many people have you kissed: i don't feel like counting.
[ .177. ] who was your first kiss: ugh no comment.
[ .178. ] how many hearts have you broken: probably none.
[ .179. ] how many people broke your heart: no comment.
[ .180. ] best quote to sum up love: never wanted me.
[ .181. ] so what is your bf/gf/crush like: couldn't tell ya.
[ .182. ] do you have a picture of him/her: nope.
[ .183. ] please post it if you do: that's quite alright.
[ .184. ] do you have a picture of yourself: haha naaah.
[ .185. ] please post it if you do: no thank yooouu.
[ .186. ] do you go by looks or personality: looks first, personality second. if personality sucks, then forget about it.
[ .187. ] ever kiss a friend: yes.
[ .188. ] are you still friends: yes.
[ .189. ] so moving along…do you smoke: i don't like cigarettes.
[ .190. ] do you smoke weed: occasionally.
[ .191. ] ever trip on acid: nope.
[ .192. ] how about a little: nope.
[ .193. ] crack, heroin, anything else: ew, no.
[ .194. ] beer good or beer bad: beer gooooood.
[ .195. ] are you the sissy who drinks wine coolers: no way jose.
[ .196. ] do you like smirnoff ice: indeed i do.
[ .197. ] prefer beer or liquor: i like both, although liquor gets you drunk faster.
[ .198. ] what kind of cigarettes do you smoke: none.
[ .199. ] are you a virgin: nope.
[ .200. ] if no, when was the last time you got some: you don't need to know.
.WOULD YOU EVER .
[ .201. ] bungee jump: not sure.
[ .202. ] sky dive: not sure.
[ .203. ] swim with dolphins: yesssss i'd loooove to!
[ .204. ] scuba dive: maybe.
[ .205. ] go rock climbing: maybe.
[ .206. ] eat shit for $1,000,000: no thank you.
[ .207. ] turn your back on your friends for personal gain: no.
[ .208. ] steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: not intentionally.
[ .209. ] cross-dress: ha sure, why not?
[ .210. ] lie to the police: it's a possibility.
[ .211. ] run from the police: i have, yea.
[ .212. ] lie to your parents: of course.
[ .213. ] walk up to a stranger and kiss them: i think i have.
[ .214. ] be an exotic dancer: nah, that's ok.
[ .215. ] walk out of a restaurant without paying: nope.
[ .216. ] streak: maybe for money.
. FRIENDS .
[ .217. ] best friends: jackie. marie. terri. natasha. danielle. nicoline.
[ .218. ] known longest: jackie & terri.
[ .219. ] wish you talked to more: ashley.
[ .220. ] wish you saw more: danielle & nicoline, right now.
[ .221. ] how many friends do you think you have: not sure.
[ .222. ] who drives you insane after a while: all of them, gawd. ha j slash kkkkk!
[ .223. ] who can you stay around forever and never get sick of: jackie, although i'm sure she gets sick of me.
[ .224. ] ever lose a good friend because you went to the next level: there may be one, but he's not exactly gone yet.
[ .225. ] craziest: nicoline & chris. or basically anyone when they are drunk.
[ .226. ] loudest: jason. eddie & terri can be too.
[ .227. ] shyest: marie, i suppose.
[ .228. ] best hair: natasha.
[ .229. ] can always make you laugh: all of them. <3
[ .230. ] best eyes: marie.
[ .231. ] best body: jackie. cause pregnant women are hot. <- i'd have to agree with marie on that one. <3
[ .232. ] most athletic: me, hands down. haha.
[ .233. ] sex symbol: natasha. she's a total sex cat.
[ .234. ] hot tempered: paul when he's sober. <- agreeing again.
[ .235. ] most impatient: nicoliiiiine, haha.
[ .236. ] shortest: marie. or rick. not sure.
[ .237. ] tallest: probably kev.
[ .238. ] talented: marie & jason are really good artists.
[ .239. ] best singer: marie & jackie. we were the coolest choir girls ever, hollerrrr.
[ .240. ] skinniest: ashley.
[ .241. ] nicest: all of them.
[ .242. ] best personality: all of them.
[ .243. ] biggest drug user: matt.
. HAVE YOU EVER .
[ .244. ] flashed someone: yea.
[ .245. ] told the person you liked how you felt: yea.
[ .246. ] been to michigan: nope.
[ .247. ] gotten really REALLY wasted: yeaaa.
[ .248. ] gone to jail or juvi: nope.
[ .249. ] skateboarded: i've tried. and fallen on my ass.
[ .250. ] skinny dipped: yea.
[ .251. ] stolen anything: yea.
[ .252. ] wanted to kick my ass for making this so long: yes.
[ .253. ] kicked someone's ass: nope.
[ .254. ] pegged someone in the head with a snowball: most likely.
[ .255. ] broke a beer bottle: not sure.
[ .256. ] gotten into a bar: yep
[ .257. ] kissed someone of the same sex: no comment.
[ .258. ] gone on a road trip: yea. with my family though, so it's not something to get excited about.
[ .259. ] gone on vacation without adult supervision: yea i think.
[ .260. ] been to a concert: yup.
[ .261. ] been to another country: naaah.
[ .262. ] talked back to an adult: yea.
[ .263. ] got pulled over: nope. ::knock on wood::
[ .264. ] got in a car accident: yea.
[ .265. ] broken a law: haha yea.
[ .266. ] given money to a homeless person: not that i recall.
[ .267. ] tried to kill yourself: no.
[ .268. ] cried to get out of trouble: of course.
[ .269. ] kissed a friend's brother or sister: ehm, i don't know. no one comes to mind right now.
[ .270. ] kissed a brother or sister's friend: no that would be disgusting. and illegal.
[ .271. ] dropped something on the floor that you were cooking and let someone eat it anyways?: yea, probably.
[ .272. ] what do you think...about pop music: i like it but i have to be in the mood for it.
[ .273. ] about boy bands: *nsync was the shit.
[ .274. ] about flag burning: not cool.
[ .275. ] of the war on terrorists: extremely dumb.
[ .276. ] about suicide: i don't know.
[ .277. ] about people who try to force their opinions on you: leave me alone.
[ .278. ] about abortion: i'd have to say pro choice.
[ .279. ] about rock/metal music: love it.
[ .280. ] where do you think you'll be in 10 years: hopefully i'll have finally figured myself out & i'll be happy.
[ .281. ] who do you think you'll still be friends with in 5 years: jackie & marie, & hopefully my friends from college.
.WHAT DID YOU DO .
[ .282. ] last birthday: got my belly button pierced w/ jackie, marie & steve labbree. went to dinner w/ my parents. went to laurel acres w/ everyone & then to nifty fifty's w/ jackie, marie, steve, & jamie.
[ .283. ] yesterday: woke up & went to the Dan Deluca Walk w/ natasha. went to maritsa's w/ jackie & natasha. swam in my pool w/ them. chilled w/ natasha.
[ .284. ] last weekend: i can't remember . . .
[ .285. ] christmas: family time.
[ .286. ] thanksgiving: family time.
[ .287. ] new year's: went to a party but didn't get there in time & celebrated in a parking lot. haha. & i got a sweet phone call that night too.
[ .288. ] halloween: went out the whole weekend at school dressed as a devil.
[ .289. ] easter: family time.
[ .290. ] valentine's day: found out i had mono two days before so i got to sit in my room, all alone.
. L A S T .
[ .291. ] thing you ate: spaghetti.
[ .292. ] thing you drank: water.
[ .293. ] thing you wore: this tank top & skirt.
[ .294. ] place you went: my grandmoms old house.
[ .295. ] thing you got pierced/tattooed: tongue.
[ .296. ] person you saw: my mom.
[ .297. ] person you kissed: andrew a few weeks ago. oops, better keep my mouth shut. wouldn't want anyone to find out.
[ .298. ] person you fucked: you don't need to know.
[ .299. ] person you talked to: my mom.
[ .300. ] song you heard: death cab for cutie - the sound of settling.
. N 0 W .
[ .301. ] what are you eating: nothing.
[ .302. ] what are you drinking: nothing.
[ .303. ] what are you wearing: tank top & skirt.
[ .304. ] any shoes on: nope.
[ .305. ] hair: curly
[ .306. ] listening to: the movie two weeks notice.
[ .307. ] talking to anyone: not right now.
[ .308. ] are you pissed tired: tired, i guess. not pissed.
. YES OR NO .
[ .309. ] are you a vegetarian: nope.
[ .310. ] do you like cows: yea, i guess.
[ .311. ] are you a bitch: not really. give me a reason and i could be i guess.
[ .312. ] are you artistic: not at all.
[ .313. ] do you write poetry: haven't in awhile.
[ .314. ] are you a fast runner: hahaha noooo.
[ .315. ] can you ski: no.
[ .316. ] are you british: no, but i loooove their accents.
[ .317. ] do you want to spear britney: not at all.
[ .318. ] do the voices talk to you: nah.
[ .319. ] did you ever give barbie a haircut: probably.
[ .320. ] would you eat mac &cheese with hot dogs in it: no thank you.
[ .321. ] do you think disney creators were on acid when they made 'alice in wonderland": no?
[ .322. ] are you straight: yes.
[ .323. ] are you stupid: i can be.
[ .324. ] are you gay: no.
[ .325. ] are you talkative: yes, i can be.
[ .326. ] are you short: nah.
[ .327. ] are you tall: nah.
[ .328. ] do you own a hot pink shirt: of cooouuurse.
[ .329. ] how about orange pants: nah.
[ .330. ] can you see the flying monkeys: ha, no..
[ .331. ] are you evil: contrary to popular belief, no.
[ .332. ] did you ever know someone who had a mullet: no.
[ .333. ] is britney a whore: nah.
[ .334. ] are you a teenage zombie: not that i know of.
[ .335. ] am i annoying you: yes.
[ .336. ] do you like marilyn manson: i like his remake of tainted love. that is all.
[ .337. ] are you secretly from another planet: no.
[ .338. ] did you ever touch someone else's private parts: yes.
[ .339. ] do you shop at hot topic: no.
ok.
don't laugh, this is just how bored i am.
i wish i could help it.
peace outttt. |
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mood: wish i was drunk. music: punk goes '80s <3
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so right now,
natasha and i are sitting on our unemployed asses.
ha, we're the coolest.
meeting new people,
or just having new things to do,
would be splendid.
for realizes.
we went swimming & watched the o.c. today.
we taped it last night 'cause
natasha, jackie, paul, chris, melissa, johnny, dan & harry came over to swim
fun times.
my pool seems to be one happenin' spot
don't be too jealous. heh.
i heart my new icon like whoa.
i looove seth & summer.
& the o.c. for that matter.
they seem like the perfect couple to a hopeless romantic like me
ehm, so i saw this today. liked it a lot
figured i'd post it in here . . .
i am amazed you're standing still.
your problems, they aren't problems.
be glad they never will.
i'm taking my kisses back.
i want my kisses back from you.
when you hear those footsteps calling,
it's ok if you don't answer. isn't it obvious?
I thought it was obvious.
i'm out.
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| 12:08am 31/05/2005 |
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mood: chipper music: hellogoodbye - bonnie taylor shakedown
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went to ocean city with ernie from friday to monday night.
always a good time with that girl. <3
we had gorgeous beach days.
i, brittany adams, actually got a tan.
i know, shocking. haha.
we both thought we would see alot more people we knew.
we did hang out with dan boettner one night.
and we saw sam and i saw jamie.
i called dustin and nick,
but they were in wildwood so we didn't see those kids.
this week is all about finding a job.
last week was too,
but i needneedneedneed to have one this week.
it's getting redic.
people better start calling me back, goshdarnit.
i'm getting a new cellular device soon.
maybe even this week.
picture phone, wut wut.
k bored now.
peace out.
p.s. i still reallyreallyreally want the hellogoodbye cd.
someone hook me up.
pleeeaaaseee???? |
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| 11:52am 22/05/2005 |
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mood:  lazy music: the higher
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just got back from key west yesterday.
it was gorgeous. =)
best vaca from the world everrr.
now i have to continue my job hunt.
and i'm also back to all the bullshit.
gee, didn't miss that one teensy tiny bit.
o well, i give up.
you hear that?
i'm out.
you obviously got what you wanted.
be content with it and leave me alone.
last night i went to a party with jackie.
i haven't seen any of the kids there in awhile,
so it was cool to chill with all them.
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